barely enough time to catch my breath. i don't know where the long lazy hazy days went, but here we are in autumn. i used to dread this time of year, and could fill my stomach empty like a deep pit, but now i look forward to it. a slower pace seems to beckon, if not actuallly exist.
last weekend was ecstatic chant at omega, and larry was a love about it. i slept at omega saturday night and didn't get home til almost 3am sunday morning. it was amazing, and now it's gone like a dream.
i have been seeing a lot of wild turkey over the last several weeks. they are a symbol of fall and of shared blessings. this last weekend, i found one dead by the side of the road, brought her home, clipped and hung her wings, and took as many feathers as i could comfortably pull. then i set the carcass like an offering on the stone fence. she was gone by morning.
i've set up an initial phone consult with an art coach, because i am getting nowhere with anything it seems. i've barely even done any water colors in the last several weeks. and i don't have any new ideas. while the old ideas are not even getting explored fully. so it's time to do something.
i've lost momentum completely, and need to get it back.
but it is autumn after all, and if i'm going to head into hibernation, i at least want to do with some inspiration. right now, all i want to do is sleep. the changing of the seasons always has the effect on me. i could just curl up like a cat on the corner of a rug or a park bench in the sun and be a very very happy soul.
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